If you feel like hurting yourself, killing yourself, killing others; don’t do it. If you feel you don’t have any control, self-harm is a thing you can control; but it’s not good for you in any way. Killing yourself is an easy way out of any situation, but think of the people around you; whether you think they care or not, it will effect them, family, friends, schoolmates, or coworkers; it’s going to change everyone’s lives. Killing someone, well; you’re not going to feel better, somebody’s going to find out, and you’ll most-likely be sent to prison when they do (refer to suicide consequences).
Seek help: a trusted older friend, a parent, Mental Helpline, Therapist, Psychiatrist, someone know that has made it through a similar situation. Please.